all about a bug.. humbug.. =)

a 2010 post

2010-12-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

i just realised it's been so long since i blogged! been so busy with work. and busier next yr. taking on a new role, plus my project implementation, wedding, all happening at the same time!

new role = more reports, more time + more challenges (which i'll enjoy!)

my dearest buddy is just getting down to the guest list and we realised it's so hard to get a min 30 tables! to think we have and are still considering of changing to a weekend dinner, which needs a min. of 40 tables!!

i'm so afraid i won't have time to prepare for the wedding since the project start up is in september which stretches all the way to dec. just told my buddy that we might not be able to go on a honeymoon after the wedding dinner. i foresee that we'll have to delay it till 2012. this means i have alot of leave next yr!! =)

after so long, i realised that i've been too into my job! it suddenly feels so good to be on leave! and i'm enjoying it even though it's just nua-ing at home. =)

this yr has been really enriching and my buddy has been so encouraging and supportive when i'm too tied up at work. thanks!

the first 2009 post

2009-02-23T21:26:00.003+08:00

muahaha! it's been such a long time.. but i haven't got much time to really sit in front of my personal lappie and type. much less work. work is really killing me.. suffocating! but well, i'm quite happy.

i'm stealing some of my tv time to blog. cos i realised it's been so long..
2009 is alright so far, with my ree changing so much for me. i can see it, feel it too. u are the one who tries to keep this relationship going, for i only see it now. =) well, who can bear with a girl's tantrums for years n still doesn't flare up? hahaha. guess u're the only one. others would have flared up a long time ago! u taught me what patience is. our relationship is not the 'i love u, u love me' stage already, it's the love that keeps us going. we just know it.

well, work has become more challenging (bringing more pimples to me!). i'll just have to cope with it somehow. lol.

alright, time for teleconference. till then! (don't know when) =P

some matters

2008-11-15T10:50:00.003+08:00

work matters: work is suppressing me! not in a bad way in my context tho. i have to stand in for another unit the whole of this week and the 2nd week of dec to be my own unit supervisor. lol. i have my pile my work to clear, and now i'm swamped with another unit which i have only this weekends to understand the whole process! n what's more, both our units are in some trouble. perhaps i may see it in a different light: i get to learn more, the hard way.

other matters: not much tho, i still think of work when it's the weekends! how sad! so the 'other matters' is still related to work. haha.

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANLING! SEE YOU LATER!

back again!

2008-09-24T18:05:00.002+08:00

after 3 months of disappearance, the mighty me is back again!

well, i've got tons of updates that i don't know where to start from. haha! where work is concerned, i had 2 dinners with global managers at hilton hotel and imperial treasure at great world city. had such sumptuous and expensive sharks' fins i still can't get enough of! (i was literally eating the fins n not some strands of fins in soup!) work is still as busy as ever. more piling up each day.

i had planned to go on a holiday end of the yr but i decided not to as everywhere is so expensive now! n i don't want to makedo with somewhere near. i'm sick of m'sia. hk and tw are not worth the money. n i have no money to go further. haha! in short, i'm in a dilemma! aiya! wait till next yr lo!

anyways, i've been ok, love, safe, happy. all's well!

changed

2008-07-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

omg omg! what do you do when u see ur friend drowning, living in its world n close up? it's disappointing to see someone who is a little selfish. won't say who. but oh well, that's life! c'est la vie!

it's times like this in life that i know who my true friends are. those whom i can be totally honest n open to. a few names already pop up. two of whom i've known since p1, n our mums know each other. another one ar, we can be 'b**ch-ly' honest to each other. haha. even the 'b**chest' part.

sigh. friends who were there when i needed them most. i've experienced that. i didn't look for them. they came to my rescue. my priscy who accompanied me thru her nights when i was in the UK! i remembered how i always chased her to bed. lol. i've always loved n will love u girls!

just an update

2008-07-18T23:36:00.002+08:00

someone just chatted with me on msn, n that someone wrote this:

will you be free anytime soon? its been ancient times since i've last seen you.

just want you to know, i don't want to lose you as a friend.

and

you just take good care and be good.

well, i don't know!

don't ask me too much. don't tell me too much. i don't want to know and say.

my darling has been really good! he gives in to me ALL the time now, tries to put a smile back on my face tho i'm erm erm a little unreasonable and petty? hahaha. life is good!

tian, i know u're gonna say something again. haha! i know i know!

P.S. i'm down with stomach flu. =(

i'm back!

2008-06-26T20:56:00.003+08:00

muahaha!

i don't know where to start n how i should start! it's been quite some time.. =)

i'm happy the way things are now.

i'm on the way to recovery, n i'm really better!

work is not too good to me. bz here bz there. but i'm enjoying it la.

i guess the 'bad times' are over?!! i no longer feel so irritable. n ya! i'm back to myself!

ree has been with me through these unreasonable, unpredicted times. who can be better?!!

my ree is completing his ns. good for u!

my friends are good too.

my hoho is doing good, enjoying herself. love!

my tian, ql n joanna are going aussie!!! WITHOUT ME! enjoy yourselves anyway!

my pweesy too! just bought a BAG!

my loo too! just got a wallet.

n me too! i got a bag too!

everyone's good. that's good! =)

i thought my blog was gone!!

2008-04-14T20:21:00.002+08:00

i really thought it was! decided that i should do something about this dusty *blows* blog of mine when i couldn't log in! but after some redirecting here n there, i found my way back here! PHEW!

i should have tons to update. but none is in my mind. i'm so hungry! waiting for my dinner to be back.. =(

anyway, wenfeng's just great! seriously. this is the calmest exams he ever had. im worried if he can maintain or do better in his grades! through these times, i can see that he's making the effort to make me feel my presence. (compared to the past semesters) well done! heh. at times when i may be unreasonable, (AT TIMES), he gives in to me. at times when i'm freaking pissed off, he listens and never shouted back. he's the one who should be frustrated (over his exams), but yet he's the one who still calm me down whenever i get agitated. he's just the greatest la! i can never do it! =P everytime he tells me he'll change, he really does. but i would expect more.. when can i ever have enough!?!?!

on a happier note, i went to fetch my little cousins, hongren n weiwei with their mother, tog w my mum n bro, to meet the little guys' daddy. playing with kids always makes me so happy! really! hongren n his expressions n anxiety when he watches his dad/my bro play WII. meimei n her talkative-ness. they're just adorable. =) love.

dinner's not back yet. but i'm too hungry to type. no more energy le ft to t yp e o r t h i n k.

lethargic

2008-01-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

i puked.

i'm feeling awful.

i'm sick.

eeks!

i'm back!

2008-01-04T00:54:00.000+08:00

from korea.

shall blog more soon! i'm tired. yawns!

leeds sickness

2007-12-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

I MISS LEEDS! anyone hear that?

I

MISS

LEEDS!!

for all the good food i had there which made me FATter.. but i'm missing it now. not THAt good, but good.

for all the clubbings and drinkings which i've never done anything like that in singapore.

for all the times i missed singapore, family, friends n my loves, bz msning. (contradicting i noe, but please try to understand, cos i do)

for all the freedom i had n enjoyed! (no sharing of bathroom, personalizing it) my room too! i seemed to bother to decorate it rather than my home in singapore. weird huh?

for all the friends (good ones) i've made there! friends who were there during my ups n downs for they're such darlings.

miss them ALL.

tmr is the first of december!

2007-11-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

tmr's the first day of the last month of 2007. time flies! recalling what happened during this time last yr, i feel that time passes too fast! it's been 1 yr and half since i came back to this tiny island.

i have the sudden urge to blog because i feel sad now that the year's coming to an end. i spent my last 2006 in penang n i'm going to spend it in korea this year! i came back from the uk in 2005 for the countdown. this is how strange life can be.

many things happened just recently. the toils of life. ups n downs. i'm going thru the 'down' side now. not very down. but i'd consider it so. no money. (no honey). sick. everything just pour in like that.

something personal, i feel that time flies when i'm with wenfeng. 1 yr passes so quickly. before i know, 1 yr's gone. hehe! this is something good!

my friends, all good.

so far so good.

my head is twitching pain.

will blog more soon!

a saturday evening

2007-11-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

it's just a saturday evening for us, but a special one for serene!! i'm going for her wedding. wanted to do my brows, n i made an appointment at 5, but sigh, i'm waiting for the everlate guy. told him to reach my house at 4 but look at the time now.

i'm not angry, surprisingly. lol. but oh wells, waiting can be a chore sometimes, especially for someone impatient like me.

i'll usually be jumping up n down in madness now. but i did not! not in agony too. why? lol. i'll think about it.

my cousin just came back from aussie last week! jean. that is. =) wow! lots of FOOOD. yumms.

anyway, this post is very random. decided to do something while waiting for him. sigh.

TA!

reminiscing

2007-11-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

was reading thru the blogs during my days in the UK. feeling nostalgic now. how much fun n freedom n yet on the other hand, the feeling of loneliness, being away. very contradicting feelings.

i love n hate england. n maybe because too much contrasting emotions were involved, i can feel myself back then. so much so that i miss n yet i don't wish to stay n study like in the past anymore.

i love my apartment in my second yr. the lift serves only 2 units per level. how cool is that! but i forgot which level i stayed. 2 1/2 i think. each of our rooms are attached w toilet, toilet bowl, basin n shower in a separate compartment so the rest of the toilet would not get yet. personal toilet. a double bed, my light switch was on the wall n my bed was against the wall. wardrobe not that big but newer than my 1st yr's. study table very long with many drawers n space to put a cpu n since i used laptop, i used that compartment for my files, n my view was the university. was barely a 5 mins walk to the uni. kitchen was filled with mostly food shared by 5 pple, w sofa provided n our tv. dinner was more enjoyable, esp when the 5 of us eat tog. 1 informing another when he/she's not taking dinner. it was such a cosy feeling. the condition of the apartment were much much better and conducive to live in that the uni's accommodation in my 1st yr. cos we were the pioneers of eldon court. lol. toilet shared among 5 pple, tho shower n toilet were separated. 1 single bed, 1 pathetic study table w a shelf n 1 drawer.

kitchen stinks with unwashed dishes all over. windows all closed. poo!

when i think of how lonely i felt at the beginning, i feel that i've grown so much, experienced so much. n that my dearie could withstand the test of time. =)

it's over over

2007-11-12T18:30:00.000+08:00

yaya! it's over, finally! erm, well, my last day of misery ended on 1nov. but i'm put into another misery. poverty. i'm very poor now. how poor? near bankruptcy. so, it's still misery. hence, i'm feeling miserable. but a different kind of misery. no more awkward misery, it's poor misery. which is better? NONE.

LOL. enough of my miserable ramblings.

i need a job! i have an interview tmr. please hope for the best for me. *hehe*

i have lots of pimples!!! the trainer said it's due to the fruit acid peel. darn. going for an interview in a not-so-good condition.

wonder what questions they'll bombard me again. i hope they'll be nice n gentle. but i think i'm the sort who performs when under pressure. like what the fish! how dare u bombard me!! i'll prove to u that i'm not stupid. lol.

i guess this is the most nonsensical n random blog ever. that's me when i'm not working. =)

it's over over...

2007-10-22T12:26:00.000+08:00

it'll be over... very soon. 9th nov. bless me to survive in dso till then.

anger

distrust

betrayal

awkwardness

sadness

it came flooding in. just like that. it was overwhelming. =(

the fear in me is welling up...again..

2007-10-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

yes. this is how i feel right now. feeling all jittery. gosh! yucky feeling.

i hope this feeling will go away soon.

feeling a bit better now after my dear wenfeng spoke to me. called him since i couldn't sleep n my priscy is now on the plane to korea! i hope she enjoys this trip. =)

urghh!! can't wait to get out of this emotional struggle. work work work...

ktv + jumbo w my colleagues....

2007-09-27T08:52:00.000+08:00

these are photos of my colleagues n boss... we had a day out on 8th august, to ktv (kbox) n then walked to jumbo seafood.

heh. i know they're taken very long ago...

had no time to blog, needless to say, load photos.. lol.

all of us!!

me, wai heng n peng yen!

Angela, Elaine n me!!

reminiscing..

2007-09-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

it's one of those quiet moments that i'm having. it's been a long time since i last have my own quiet moment. actually, the last time i'm feeling like this was in Leeds. i'm not sure if it's a sense of loneliness. probably, too many quiet moments cause loneliness.

was browsing through all my pictures taken during the europe trip, from driving around in france to visiting all sorts of places in europe. it was really a very unforgettable experience, all preciously kept in my memory. as i was browsing, memories flood in my mind. the loneliness with company. oxymoron noted. it's a though with friends around, a part of me is filled with loneliness, emptiness etc.

i had so many trips during my study, be it around England, or northern and southern wales, scotland, and even europe. i realised i've been to many places.

and all these, from learning to adapt in a foreign land alone, to learning to be independent, to cooking and and the list goes on... someone has been there, not physically, yet 'there'.
i remember how much tears i shed when i was there the first few days. the feeling is indescribable. i called him, crying, sobbing when i woke up just before midnite, and in the wee hours in the morning. i made him worried, so worried that he was close to coming to visit me. to waiting patiently for my degree.

what a darling he has been. such a dearie. but yet, i am so annoyed with him that i don't even understand myself. am i selfish? after all that he's done, so much more than what i've typed, i can't even control my anger. sometimes, i feel very upset becos i'm angry and yet i can't convince myself to get out of the anger. why? i don't know. is human brain so complicated?

i'm not sure when he'll see this blog of mine. but i'd like to blog this feeling down, so that it is kept somewhere, and at the same time, to pour out my frustrations. the frustration of wanting to be un-angry when i'm angry. the frustration of giving in after all he's done and gave me.

this noble 'him' is none other than my dearie, LEE WENFENG.

a very truthful blog of mine.........

when times are down...

2007-09-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

after being on 1 day mc on mon and 1 day leave yest, i came to work today with my worst fear. py talked to me and i felt so sad and demoralised. den my boss initiated a talking session at bout 5pm and her words are just so reassuring that i felt more at ease. that almost-bursting-into-tears feeling was healed by her words. i love my boss. i wana do well n live up to her expectations, but i'm stuck by my lack of confidence. gawd noes why.

1 month to prove to myself. i can do it!

life is full of choices.

it's the choices u make that makes who you are.

it's a gift to forgive. let go and one will be a happier person.

be confident! give your best shot!

i wana learn to take things in my stride.

words of encouragements are easy to type.

to put those in action is a challenge!

precious weekends...

2007-08-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

went ikea, tampines to shop w mum, bro, lanyi and wf for bro's stuff. he wanted an armchair (which he bought) and curtains (which he didn't get in the end). he also bought a stainless steel dustbin. haha! for me, i bought smaller items, that is, a clock (for either hanging or on the table) and those paper boxes to contain all my notes since erm, poly. =)

then lanyi suggested we go for lok lok in kallang. interesting! pieces of meat, cuttlefish, 'hums' all poked thru satay sticks and all we needed to do was to dip the food into the soup. no more having to dig out ur food when it fell out of the holey ladle. no more hassle! hehe. but we waited bout 1/2 an hr for it and it wasn't very filling. heh. so mum bought 6 onde-ondes and peanut ice kachang, which was quite delicious! after that, wf drove us back. =)

yesterday, i woke up at 11 n wf came to pick me up around 1:20pm. we went for brunch at clementi b4 we headed to my mum's office to pick up foodstuff for the seventh month. then drove everything back to my house n drove mum to the salon cos she wanted to dye her hair. =) then he drove back home to pick his mum up and we went taka, with the intention of taking the goodie bag from amore. but, we managed to only collect the shirt and number tag yesterday, and the goodie bag can only be redeemed next week. =( so i spent the aftn sitting in the car, man! was i bored. grrr! we kind of walked around the branded boutiques in taka n we headed to amk for dessert b4 going back to his house. wf changed to his 'clubbing attire' n we went to taka again intending to pick up his coat, but in the end, we didn't get the coat that was reserved. he bought another one which was nicer, more fitting and cheaper! i really thought that coat was nice. length just right, it fits him ya u know. heh.

then it was the start of the night at MOS. =) but goodness, xc drank a tad too much that he puked n puked the whole night. even on the way when wf sent him home, he was still throwing up. eww! gawd.. =) haha. poor him. must be feeling very awful. wf n xc's bro had to lift him home.

after sending him home, we went home, exhausted.

P.S. i learnt to appreciate and treasure weekends recently since i started working during weekends. it's especially precious!! =)

i love everyone around me. and i'm very thankful and appreciative of him. ilu! =)

long nights

2007-08-24T10:29:00.000+08:00

wow! i've nv been so bz in my life b4. 1st aug was the start of another long working hours, long nights. all the way till 15 aug for coming up w a proposal and presentation. finally i could take another breather again b4 i embark on my project again. i was given the day off last fri, and we were being treated to crystal jade last thur. yum! visited claudia's baby last thu too.

went out with angie last fri, she brought me to her spa place. a very nice place! hehe. i like. =) good outing, we went to some central hk cafe in taka for lunch, n the carrot cake was very good! =D anyway, after that, wf came to meet us n we left for fireworks! thanks to qiuling that we managed to catch a spectacular array of fireworks. truly magnificent! it's a good thing to be able to arrive 20 minutes prior to the display of fireworks n still getting a seat. i think it's really good to allocate seat numbers. =) no more waiting from 7:30pm just to secure a 'good view' seat, erm, well, standing place i should say. hee. a pity we only had 2 tix.

10th aug- i got to know my adjusted pay as we all had an adjustment in pay. =D

18th aug- 19th aug - stay at PP, sweet! =) went to CTC and SA tours exhibition.

back to work on mon on a regular working hours. =) feels so good to be able to knock off at 6pm. haha! n on wed, i reached home at 9, managed to catch a hk serial at 9pm, ch 55. haha. i've lost touch on tv programmes. wonder if that's a good or bad thing. n now, today is friday, the end of the week. but it's the start of my proj once again.

i think it's the start of another nightmare, but i hope otherwise, n it will be! *i like to live in a world full of self-denial* LOL well, who likes working late nights right??? HEE

some random test..

2007-08-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

You Are An ENTJ

The Executive

You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.
Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.
Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.
You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence.

In love, you hold high standards... for yourself, for your relationship, and for your significant other.
While it's easy for you to impress others, it's hard for you to find someone who impresses you.

At work, you are organized and good at delegating. You understand how to achieve goals.
You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

How you see yourself: Rational, calm, and objective

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Inflexible, controlling, and overbearing

What's" Your Personality Type?

consecutive weekends burnt

2007-08-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

i've been spending my weekends at work, this includes today and im going back tmr. it's been really tiring working consecutively. i feel like my body needs a break badly. i'm finally sick today. actually i felt very heaty yesterday, and i couldn't sleep well last nite cos of my bad sore throat. the pain woke me up everytime i swallow my saliva. OUCH!

tue was the worst. went to work at 830-ish and i went back at 6am on the morn of 8th aug and i had to go back to NUS UCC at around 10. in the end, i woke up at 0930 and cabbed there. almost every nite, i leave work at around 2-3am. after all these, i'm really going to take a breather and relax somewhere.

i'm going to bed now, re-energised for tmr, i hope.

laSt dAy of jUly!!

2007-07-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

for a start, i have no particular things to blog about. just wanted to blog and create an entry since it's the last day of the month! OHH!!! now i have something to blog. hee. i can't wait for august to come! haha. firstly is to hope that the busy-ness will stop a little in august and for another reason. now now, for that other reason, i shall reveal it the next time! i'm quite excited bout that.

anyway, i went to make glasses yesterday in nus. heh. quite cheap leh! n the uncle was very nice. 10% after 10% and he rounded down the cost after two 10%s discount leh! the final price of my glasses was 160bucks! anyway, i can claim for that specs. heh. he even offered to give me a sample of a pair of astig contact lens. i didn't even hint or say i wanted a trial pair. good good! i'm happy to meet such a good person. uncle is so good! wf was quite interested to make a pair too! haha. hm, in actual fact, he was the one who wanted to make a new pair of glasses, frameless one. but i made 1st! haha. i went w the intention of looking ard, and to buy contact lenses, but somehow, don't know how, i got glasses. haha!

another thing, we (wf n i) each got a pair of levi's jeans on sat. haha! his very 1st levi's jeans, after 23 yrs!?! oh well. congrats to him! lol. he eyed it for more than half a yr b4 he finally decided to geddit and after much coerce from me and telling him that i had vouchers. sigh. i really wonder how he could stand not buying it for so long! good grief! hahaha! as for myself, i got the small swarovski crystal one.. i liked the 1st batch of swarovski crystal one, just the crystal, but i didn't like the bootcut and it's very dark blue. so i couldn't bring myself to get something i didn't like totally. so i think i'm still good to that extent. but this pair that i got, it's faded. n slim cut, and 2 little crystal, tho not very obvious. i think it's nice.

ok, that's about it. it's going to be a long day again tmr. jia you!

i'm feeling IT again..

2007-07-23T23:24:00.001+08:00

stress is what i'm feeling again.. darn darn darn. report typing time. NOT FUN AT ALL! i spent the whole of today, typing some 1 1/2 pgs. oh my godd! i spend most of the time thinking how to start and how to organise. i think report typing is NO FUN!

wed is the deadline and i think elaine will faint when she reads my report. oh gosh! =( i think i gotta make alot of amendments. sigh. i can't help feeling all stressed up again. i can't complete so many things. the thought of it makes me crazy. '

on a brighter note, this phase of life shall serve as a learning experience.

i have no intention of blogging today. i'm supposed to read the history part of my report and get things organised.

byee!

friday the thirteenth

2007-07-13T09:29:00.000+08:00

wf n me brought waggy out last nite for a stroll, he (waggy) was so happy and so i was also happy. =) we brought him there knowing that i can wake up slightly later today, cos everyone's not here today.

my boss is on leave, py too, wh off, and angela's coming later. i was supposed to wake up later but in the end i woke up at around 6, slept a bit here and there and finally it was 7am. =( dilly-dallied a bit and here i am, at my work station. all alone on a friday. but i've got stuff to do. meeting weitian and joanna later on in the evening. yaay! yummy food! i've already checked out the no. for reservation, but i can only call after 1130. hmm! i'd better remember. lol.

anyway, back track a little, wf n i brought guoxiu out last saturday, he was apparently more mischevious than the previous time. haha. like a monkey, he couldn't sit still in the car. and when we're in the shopping mall, he kept bugging wf to carry him. initially, wf said no. but you know kids, he kept pestering saying,"gor gor, carry me." (many many times) and so wf had no choice but to give in. haha! lousy.

alrite, i have to do some reading for now.

P.S. BY THE WAY, I GOT MY LV BAG ON WED, 11 JUL 2007. HEHEHE! I'M SUCH A HAPPY GIRL NOW. =)

2007-07-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

at weitian's commencement... 4th july 2007

P.S. i can't click on the title car! something's wrong!!! grrr!

happy graduation my dear friends!

2007-07-05T12:51:00.000+08:00

this post is specially dedicated to my dearest friend, weitian!! i attended this smart girl's commencement yesterday. to think i was so afraid i couldn't make it in the afternoon when i suddenly realised i've got so much to do. anyway, i'm very glad that i was able to attend this girl's commencement. (i don't know why but as i was typing these few lines, i had the urge to type the word 'wedding' instead.) hehe. anyway, it was also qiuling's graduation so there were 2 pple i know.

when i saw weitian in her graduation robe, i somehow felt so proud of her. i know this girl has been working her butts off during these 4 yrs in nus, and she's on her way to taking masters. see? my dear friend here is so smart eh? =) anyway, guess she's the only one who truly knows the actual hard work and sweat she's been through. i know this might sound a little dramatic, but since my experience in the uk wasn't really a smooth-sailing one, tho in the end it was really a blessing in disguise, hehe, i'm sure everyone has their story to tell. in short, congratulations and all the best for ur masters! i'm very sure u can do it, and even excel! i'm so proud of u my dear. =)

oh! did i also mention that i was the pillion rider yesterday? it was the 1st time i ever rode on a bike. the feeling was quite shiok. the 1st ride from mh to nus made me quite nervous cos i had no support besides my hand on richard's shoulders and there were so many humps! but the ride frm nus to src was good, thrilling! travelling at 80km/h on a bike feels like 120km/h in a car. but it was definitely a good experience. lol. makes me wana learn to bike!! lol.

after the commencement, i went for a dinner to celebrate hean's bday. didn't get to eat yet-con! quite disappointed and so we ended up in miss clarity cafe. somewhere near. sigh. too many things to do and there's just too little time. went home at 12 again, and i'm really really tired. *yawns*

special privilege off day!

2007-07-03T16:08:00.000+08:00

yipee! i'm on a special privileged off day today. my alarm went off at 6:47am this morning n when i climbed out of my bed to turn off the alarm, i saw a msg. i opened it and it read: "clarice, wh, angela myself are working our butts off tonight so we are not coming in tomolo. Py is on mc too. so please stay home and rest for a change instead and we will all reconvene on wed instead as a group." it was from my boss at 1:26am today. woah! i was surprised to read that. something totally unexpected. shiok leh! i'm sure there are times when u don't feel like going to school/work and u have to drag urselves rite? haha. i wasn't feeling like that. it was just another day that i have to go to work, but when i read this msg! i was surprised! i'm a happy girl today! rather, finally, a day i can slack and relax. goody goody!

i went back to sleep after that, but i couldn't! cos i was too happy. lol. anyway, after some time, i dozed off. woke up, ate a bao then cooked mee sua (which was quite delicious) and watched tv, till now. i'm really savouring this free day of mine. never before. =)

ok, b4 i waste more time, i shall resume back to my sofa n watch tv. =)

today is such a surprise!

a-not-so-good-mood day

2007-07-02T15:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes it feels a little horrible when pple make fun at u. =( n these are pple u meet everyday. oh well, i'll learn to take it in my stride, which i think i already am. and all it takes is just one person to create the spark. sigh. i believe i'm not one who degrade or say something demeaning to another, well, at least to my friends. it's really the 1st time i'm encountering such things. n i think it's quite mean. sigh. i feel like i've become an object of ridicule and i'm feeling quite defenceless. what's happening to me?

but amidst all these derision, i feel so good when i know someone is always on my side. makes me feel so much better. =) at least i know that someone cares.

i remember this phrase very well, "do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you."weren't we taught this in school? what goes around comes around, you wouldn't know when it'll be your turn. perhaps all these are just part and parcel of my life, one of those that i've to learn to overcome. i think it's much better to learn to take in criticisms than mockerys. what can i do to stop all these in a more subtle way? by not causing any awkwardness or any hard feelings?

i know that they might be harmless. but did they spare a thought for others? i won't let it go on like this. i can tolerate, but don't try to push me beyond my limits. i think that if i really flare up, it's not going to be a nice one, and i think i'm not being too sensitive. everyone has their own limits and i know that my limits are high. so don't push it. i'll bite n it'll be more painful than u expect.

crazy week

2007-07-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

last week, frm 25th to 30th jun has been a really crazy week for me. i've nv worked so hard and long. as mentioned in the last post, i spent really long hrs at work. fri was the only day i went off around 630pm, but it was to get all the foodstuff for saturday's bbq in my workplace. =) so walked around carrefour to get all the stuff, and very soon it was time for me to go home to catch some sleep, ready to start the battle the very next day. i was to report for work at 9am, reaching ard 20mins late, i read a bit of my papers and very soon, it was time to marinate all the foodstuff to be bbq-ed at night. my boss and male colleagues had a hard time setting up the fire in the afternoon, thank goodness my boss suggested making her ramly burger for lunch and the rest for dinner, if not we wouldn't have known that my colleague bought an inferior graded charcoal. in the end, we had to resort to the microwave for our lunch! yummy! the ramly burger tasted fantastic! (might be due to us being hungry) oh ya, the egg was cooked using the microwave, cool huh? but it tasted alright, well, i should say good too! heh.

after lunch, my boss n colleague made a really fast trip to the nearest 7-eleven to get another pack of charcoal. this time, it was much much better! n we had a discussion, a rather informal but yet talking bout proper business. heh. all the way till it was ready for dinner. dinner was fun cos the charcoal was burning well and the food that we prepared and marinated earlier on was really yummy! *applause* clearing was ok, but after that, i was exhausted. i hate that sticky, hot and smelly (cos of the bbq) feeling. yucks! cudn't wait to shower.

i slept around 430, exercised abit b4 that. lol. i am crazy. but i remembered how happy and clean i felt after i had my shower. =D woke up at ard 12 or 1. but man! it was sunday already! too soon! i only had 1/2 a day to rest n shop. whatever. but i felt so lethargic today. couldn't walk much. went to orchard to get hean's present and had din tai fung w xian cong, richard, mq, wf (mydarling) n me! i still wana eat more of the xiao long baos. it's just too delicious! that feeling of nibbling a bit of the skin, then sucking all the essence out and finally finish it w ginger n vinegar! heavenly! i'm going to eat more. don't care. lol.

my boss told us on sat that we can resume to our normal working hrs this week. *winks* i shall see. =) but for now, i'm left with some derivations, tidy up and finally, documenting. so it will still take some time b4 i can take a breather. sigh.

moving up a level

2007-06-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

this week has been crazily busy with work. i went back at 430 on wed morning, and came into the office at 2pm. didn't get to sleep well. my mind was occupied with linking the different principles and concepts of my proj. i was half sleeping half thinking between 530 to 9. i don't know how i did that, somehow, i just did it. i only went back to sleep at 10 and woke up at 11. my mind was 'soaked' with all the stuff i learnt the whole nite. wed, which was yest, i stayed again till nearly 1am. tiredness really set in then. today i came in at the normal working time, 830. well, nearly 9 in actual fact. =) and right now, i'm just stealing some time off this crazy schedule of mine to blog, just so that i rem that i did wat i did.

working hrs aside, i guess i really moved up to a different level in terms of the expections i have of myself. i really learnt. i rem i was whining to wf (my darling) on wed morn. i was tired. i felt disappointed. i felt lousy. i found it hard. but today, i see things from a different perspective in my work. i know what project i'm actually involved in now. i feel that i've moved up the ladder by a tiny step. i spent the whole of today, figuring out all the concepts and how they're linked or related to the next step and so on. at the end of the afternoon, i was tired, felt so drained. but i was happily drained cos i've moved on. n i'm glad that it happened. i'm expecting to stay till late tonight. cos i think my discussion is not going to start till 11pm (the earliest).

it's really a challenge to stay awake at night, what makes it more challenging, is the ability of the brain to work WELL. when i think back now, i realised i've done it on wed night, from 9pm to 4:30am. i didn't know how i did it. i would normally have switched off. =) i'm proud of myself for that.

but i think most importantly, i've someone who's always beside me mentally, spiritually and i'm very thankful and appreciative of all his gestures. =) consoling me when i'm down, and cheering me on when the tough gets going.

take for instance last nite, he came n pick me up at my colleague's place w the little waggie in the car. i felt so happy and relieved. relieved from all the stress i've brought from work.

my life's dedicated to work for now. =)

the lousy me~!

2007-06-18T21:49:00.001+08:00

this is one of the most trying times in my life. well, a time where i'm worried about work, worried about not being able to get on track and catch up on the proj. it's hard. i'm going to have another meeting on monday, n the thought of it makes my heart beat very fast. hmm. i hate this feeling. the feeling of uncertainties. i read and read, think and think, but i think it's not sufficient, not in depth. why why why? i feel so lousy. urgh.. =(

anyway, my last post was a mess! haha. i started on mon, then posted it on wed, only to find out that it's dated on monday. and cos i thought it would be dated on wed, i changed the dates. some typed on wed, i typed 'yest' blah blah. haha. sounds confusing huh? haha.

it's saturday today, and i'm stuck between 2 choices. one, study, second, to blade! urgh! i can't believe i actually chose the former. ewwww!! have i changed? apparently, i have!

ok, i don't feel likte typing anymore. so bye!

P.S. i typed this today, 23rd, june, sat, y is it still dated on monday when i publish?

in the midst of the busy-ness

2007-06-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

another meeting on wed. quoted by my darling,"your meeting is ur exam." i really think so, n i think it's more scary. i'm afraid of meetings, cos it'll be the time where i'll realise i don't know so many things. perhaps, i should see it in a more positive light, that is, it's time when i gain some knowledge. =) but it's not for me to see. not me alone.

i really hope that i'll be a much better researcher in time to come. <-written last nite

did preps for the meeting later the whole of yest. time flies! n up till now, i'm still doing. hopefully, they're the correct things. i'll have to learn to take everything in stride.

work aside, i miss my friends. i miss hoho. i always get a surprise when i see her sms. like wow! u still rem me. lol. i'll do some catching up w friends after all these come to a halt. till then!

a busy bee

2007-06-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

this is bumble the bee, he says hi to u. SMACK! there goes bumble the bee. ha! pweesy, do u rem this?

i'm as bz as a nerdy bee. reading n reading, absorbing some knowledge but filtering off others. bad way of reading. but, oh well, i'll learn to control my brain. but 1stly, i need to kill the laziness in me! it's a challenge to concentrate after a meal. i can't do it sometimes, it's as if my brain keeps telling me that it's enough. but i feel that it's not! a struggle in myself.

i'm blogging in the midst of my busy-ness to remind myself that i was once in this shitterdeedoodle. tho i can sense there's more to come. not yet, but soon. a bit more to go, n i can be free once again! perhaps a little treat for myself. boo boo.

back to cracking my brain n concentrating! =(

taking baby steps in improving my temper. =) *work in progress*

bad-tempered-ness

2007-06-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

i realised i don't know how to give relevant n good titles! haha! it's time i should admit something. oh well, i'm beginning to feel that i can't control my temper, my emotions. i'm losing that grip, n it's worrying! i used to tell myself that i have to control my temper lest it controls me! but i think the latter's happening now. it's time i should shake myself up!

i know i've not been the nicest i can be. i know i've become a mean girl. i know i've made pple, especially the darling of mine become less intolerable of me. (tho his tolerance level is way above average) i know i've been bad. i'm sorry. i used to think that controlling laughter was the hardest thing ever!. i think otherwise now. i think my bad-temperedness is the hardest to control thing now! such is the irony of life. how? i don't know how to psycho myself to change, or to control myself during the necessary times. but somehow, don't know how, i know i have to. i know i have to untwine this temper of mine. it has been slowly, steadily entwining around me, n i hate it. much as i feel apologetic, the best way out now is to show the change in me. the change in attitude (temper) would triumph over 100 sorrys, isn't it? action still speak louder than words.

implementation(s): first and foremost, i need to take out that determination n perseverance in me! we'll see! i hope to see success. n i hope that in time to come, very soon, i can smell success.

FRIDAY!

2007-06-01T19:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday marked the most memorable day of my life! *don't tell u why* hahaha!

did alot of reading yesterday, to prepare for today's meeting. just ended bout 2 1/2 hrs ago, n i realised i've got a good boss. something to feel happy about. =D went for dinner in nuh w my colleagues. heh. i'm quite happy here, but work can be quite stressful. huh.

haven't been blogging alot cos my lappie has died on me! time to get a new one!

anyway, nothing much to blog about recently, it's quite work n more work. reading n more reading. i've got such an interesting life. i quite enjoy working here, the environment n all. but oh well, take one step at a time.

ok, i'm really running out on topics already. will blog soon!

a supposedly earlier post

2007-05-19T11:38:00.000+08:00

Fri, 10 may

i feel SOOO happy n relieved (like a burden off my chest) since the 4th may, ask me why. =D

i bought a few things recently. on monday, i bought a pair of sneakers at vivo, 2 shirts from esprit. all NOT paid by me! muahaha! feels good when u pick n sum1 pays. =)anyway, i wore that pair of sneakers on tue, n found it a little too big.. so i called up n asked if i could change it for a smaller pair. n woohoo! i could. quickly went down to the taka's boutique to change for a fitting pair. tada! i did it~! 3 new things in a week, n so i'm a happy girl once again! =)

i wore tht fitting pair of sneakers to work today and finally, i got my pay! my 1st pay from this co. =D

seems like my mum n aunt are enjoying aussie alot. they bought ALOT n i mean ALOT of stuff! foodstuff! waiting to see all the stuff she's bringing back.

well, nothing much has happened lately, with the usual routine, work n work. oh ya!!on monday, i had a meeting from 3pm n it ended at 7!!! omg.. i left the office ard 7:20pm!! but my brain was utilised that day, so i'm quite happy. love to use my brains abit, if not, they'll go rusty n dusty!! =)

tomorrow is FRIDAY! =D

it's friday tmr!!

2007-05-10T20:04:00.000+08:00

a short, random one

2007-05-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

pictures taken w my abb colleagues. =)

2007-05-01T10:44:00.000+08:00

PICTURE TIME! one was taken last night and the rest are some of the overdue photos. my ex-colleagues from abb.

this was taken last month at crystal jade - my farewell night..

we proceeded to wala wala for a drink. (oh i mean, drinks =P)

see! everyone's so happy!

this was taken last night at murrakesh. =)

work + life

2007-04-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

i was on course the whole of last wk. labview basics 1 n 2. it was at the strategy. good food everyday. course started at 9ish n we had breaks (n i mean buffet) at 1030, n lunch (at restaurants, cafes) at 12:30pm n tea break at 3:30pm. omg! it was some kind of a food festival week. we lunched at secret recipe at imm on monday, penang place lunch buffet (something which i've yearned for) on tue, eating-in buffet on wed, olive bistro on thur n another eating-in buffet on fri. so it was a happy week for me!

now, back to work. i'm soooo dead! i can't squeeze a single thing out for my review! i hope for all brainy engineers to bless me on this! =) books, papers, writing pads n what-nots are in front of me now.. but still no link. i feel that my brain is dried. no brain juice left. not even a drop. a sad me. think clarice think!! urrghh.. =(

was reading through my archives n i read that i cudn't wait to get out of students' life. life is full of contradictions. not that i'm not enjoying myself. but i can't understand y i wanted to get out of that fun-filled life. tho exams were inevitable, but i enjoyed the life then, well, compared to now. work that i have to do now are responsibilities. at least, that's how i feel. urghh.. i guess it's just the beginning, n it's always tough to start on something. someone, please give me the strength, motivation n brains to carry on!

on a happier note, i've ordered some coach stuff! muahaha! it's arriving next wk n i'll get to c my precious soon! mum sponsoring me, my darling too n so i'm a happy girl now!! so loved. =)

one sunday evening

2007-04-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling much better already!! yay! thanks to all who asked bout me.. =) love u all! left w a bit of cough n a not-so-blocked nose.. =)

í'm spending my sunday at home.. i woke up at 2pm today by my mum. i wonder why n how i can sleep for so long. =) i downloaded 4 songs! so i have 4 new songs.. lol. happy. n i'm chatting w serene.. suddenly, memories of leeds start flooding. i love n hate that place. =) 2 years didn't come by easy, that easy. but i feel so blessed that i have my darling w me now. days apart n how we coped being together again, getting used to having each other in our lives. all these didn't come by easy too. =)

i'm supposed to start my reading for a review but i can't seem to understand what is expected of me. hate it . =( help help help!!! maybe i'll just read tonite..

anyway, wf n i went out w mq n fiona yest. orchard. shop shop, talk talk n walk walk. i tried pasta cafe, the one at taka.. it was my first time trying it. not too bad. anyway, i bought a long sleeved shirt n pull n bear (i think, forgot what the name of the shop is), but i forgot to bring it home. it's at wf's house. grrr.. *grumbles* we went ntu after that cos he forgetful him forgot something n then we went macdonalds near my place (the new one) where he had his cup of tea (which wasn't sweet enough). then home we went!!

sunday aside, i spent yest w my cousins n aunties n uncle. baby hongren came to my house ard 9 yesterday. he played w the red car as usual, n my mum n i brought him to paragon n then the race course temple. this baby enjoys taking buses n trains. but he prefers the bus, SBS one. lol. he gets sooo excited when he sees a bus. i wonder why. =) he admires the scenery when he's in the bus, so he's very quiet.. cute! anyway, after the temple, we went to eat at restaurant, (those that have many old, regular customers) n then to my youngest aunt's place. we had so many mangoes. yum yum! then wf came, played w the toddlers abit n we left to meet the 2 girls.

the little ones are really adorable. seeing n playing w them brightens my day! heh. i'm enjoying my life now.. (not the reading n understanding what i'm supposed to do bit). other than that, ALL's WeLL!

a sick week

2007-04-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

i've been ill for the past week. =( was sneezing non-stop the whole of monday. i thot it was just sensitive nose, so i took panadol cold relief, sleep n all would be well. BUT BUT BUT, i was wrong! had fever in the middle of the nite, woke up on tue morn feeling terrible. perspiring all over, n i felt giddy. omg!! took mc, cos i was really ill. when i woke up ard 10, i nearly fainted cos for some strange reason, i can't walk too much or i'll feel like i was going to blackout. oh my!! but after some yong tau foo soup that my dad prepared, i felt much better. it was only then i went to see the doc. =)

things didn't get any better for the next 2 days. thur was the worst! i woke up yest w a splitting headache!! couldnt move my head at all. sore throat, super blocked nose, headache, fever bodyache sure didn't make things any better!! i had a safety briefing in the morning n a researchers forum in the noon. i stoned throughout. panadol didn't work very well. fever last nite, i rem waking in the middle of the nite wearing jumper n track pants, w blanket n i was still shivering!! (reminded myself of the days in cold leeds) haha. goodness me.

my mum was soo nice this morning.. she suggested taking cab to work w me. =) so i shared the cab w her till buona vista..

felt so much better today n so i'm back to remind myself how eekie it is to fall sick. =(

wish me well soon!

i got a new phone!

2007-04-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

finally, i decided on a phone w/o camera.. after looking around n asking some shops in pearl centre, i bought one! nokia 2626. though it's a downgrade, i was still excited bout checking out this new phone. ha! it's still a new phone afterall. n it's the nicest camera-less phone around. others either looked too squarish, too toyish (like those my little cousins play w), too cheapo, so u get the idea.. so mine is one of the better ones around.. n i've decided to sell my SE K800i. =(

anyway, went out w darling, mum n aunt.. a day w aunties for him. lol. ate at tiong bahru market, (the new one!) one with escalator! wenfeng ordered lor mee, mum ordered rojak w cuttlefish, my aunt, fried oysters n i ordered char kway teow + $1 hums! hahaha.. after that, we headed for the macpherson's fishhead, fried spinach, n lala! WOAH! i was stuffed. anyway, went home after that, which is now.. haha. im happy.. cos i had soo much food, yummy ones! =)

anyway, tmr is the start of work again!! =) i love everyone around me..

chalet + details

2007-04-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

it's my rest day today! been out for the past 3 nites. thur nite was a farewell nite by abb colleagues. went holland v's crystal jade n then wala wala for drinks. drank 3 pints within 2 hrs. but fun! n the saddest part was that we had to work the next day. reached home bout 12+ n woke up at 5+ the next day! haha. rushed in the morn cos i hadn't pack beforehand, n hence i was late! lucky for me cos i've got a colleage staying at bishan, so i took a cab there n got a lift from him to work! phew! then went for wf's mum's chalet at loyang after work on fri-sun. so i'm totally shagged out. chalet was fun fun fun!

went roller-blading w my darling on fri nite, around pasir ris park. 2nd time in my blades! haha. i adore this pair of roller blades. =) n saturday, we brought his niece, cheryl for a grocery spree at white sands. she's so fun to be w. then was to tiong bahru cos i had to collect my contact lenses i bought the day b4. then pick his sis-in-law up n then bbq time!! i love crabsticks.. yum yum.. bbq-ed ones.. hehe. i loved the satay too! cos there's a layer of fats between chunks of meat. so YUMMY! BIG YUM! so delicious. haha! mq, richard, hean, shirley n teck soon came too. the chalet was real big la.. if only my house is going to be this big next time! lol. but i hate the mozzies, lizards, centipede/milipede/caterpillar n all the weird insects!! eww!

after our friends left, we played some funny card game w his friends. the idea of the game was not to get small card n whether or not to trust ur friends. heh. then was bedtime. tired. slept bout 6 hrs the 1st nite n 4 the next.

sunday was spent packing up n home we went! went breakfast w his sis-in-law, n we had kuay chap!! yum yum! i love the chewy chewy intestines n the yummy egg white n the chilli! everything's nice la. haha. den nua-ed abit n went to amk hub to shop shop a bit. ate again too. hehe. ate wantan mee, which was again quite nice too! after that, he sent her home, n i went back to nua at his house again.. then dinner time! woohoo! eating time again.. had fish soup.. this bowl of fish soup was oso very very good! u noe.. rice in soup, then fresh slices of fish n all the preserved veg (tong cai).. makes it totally sumptuous!!

I'lll be starting work tmr finally!!ol. mixed feelings now. i'm looking forward to undertake all challenges ahead of me. i hope to deal w them bravely n w an open mind. i know i'll have alot to learn. i want to take this opportunity to broaden my horizons, learn everything i can of engineering, weapons, n all. however, i'm starting to feel that it's a little daunting cos i know it'll be very competitive in there, well, at least from my impression of the company. above it all, i hope i can achieve something n learn everything that comes along. wish me luck!

all in all, my life is in the 'happy time' now n i'm really appreciating it.. appreciating all the goodness that are in my life now.. =)

specially dedicated for HIM!

2007-04-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

after delaying for half a month, here are all the photos! heh. below are all the pictures of a boy's bday. =)

bday boy smiling

bday boy making A wish (my wish for him is to be happy n healthy)

blowing w all his might!

cutting the yummy cake

polymates at settler's cafe

wenfeng's tiramisu bday cake.. =)

day 2: his bday at sentosa..

the view of sentosa

p.s. i hope that u're happy w the arrangements i made for this bday of urs. =)

a march update.

2007-03-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

sooo many good n happy things happened~~!!
some overdue posts:
vday:
my darling came n pick me up from work, n i made something myself. just some photos on a piece of paper. ha. nothing much but i had to squeeze my creativity juices dry~! i'm not a very arty farty person, this explains. =)

we took a cab to millenia walk, from ibp n the cab crawled all the way there. when we reached opp millenia walk, we found that we didn't have enough money!! gosh, so my poor darling had to run to withdraw money, while i sat in the comfort of the air-con in the cab. =) we paid n went off. at that time, i still didn't know what was in store for me. lalala. i tot he was just gonna bring me to some cafe. like erm, cafe cartel, swensons, ya.. u know, those kind. then he asked if i preferred buffet or western food. i chose the latter. then he went to make reservations for the outback steakhouse, (he said they didn't accept phone reservations) n we walked ard. darl bought a giordano white long-sleeved shirt + a pair of jeans. (ahem) n so he became a giordano member cos we spent more than 110bucks. wish there's membership for LV. lol. then we roamed around n we thought we had to give the steakhouse a miss cos they wanted us to wait outside, where wé would be visible to the waiter. crazy, isn't it? n it was so crowded, obviously any normal person would walk around. but when we went back, they showed us to our seats almost immediately. wow~! i was happily smiling away while walking in.

we ordered a big big plate of onion bloom of appetizer n steak. yummy yummy! the succulent piece of steak was simply irresistable! tasty n juicy. just the thought of it now makes me want to eat it again. finally, we paid n left. he then brought me to esplanade, roof terrace (whatever it's called) n said he needed the toilet (as always) n i waited so long for him outside, thought he was suffering from the after-effects of the steak. n when he walked out of the gents, he handed me a bouquet of foam-folded roses. i was soo embarrassed. nv liked public attention. too much too much. heh. but anyway, i received it from him n the thought of him learning n folding them made the embarrassment leave me.

i forgot how n what happened but i rememeber both of us alighting from the bus cos his parents came to pick us up. ha. n i forgot whether he was the one who sent me home or it was his parents, but i think it's him. haha! eh.. to be able to recall the event that was a month back was already good. =)

my bday was good too!! he treated me to kushinbo on 23rd feb, fri.. yum! this is my favourite jap restaurant for now. n we ate it 3 times till now. haha.. n sat was spent w meiqian n co. at partyworld clementi. thanks for organising! n sunday went to cafe cartel w mum, bro n him at J8.

n as for the mysterious topic, i GOT THE JOB!! muahaha!! i m very very happy. it's all confirmed n i'm starting this job next tue, 3rd apr. heh. i shall reveal the details in my next post, this time it's not becos i'm keeping in suspense. it's due to my laziness of recalling the dates n all. so ya. =) also, loads of photos to be uploaded soon! when i'm done w the battling of my lappie. its condition can be quite erratic. darn. not good.

anyway, i realised i am not afraid of the little white furry thing anymore!! i'm not afraid of the little waggie anymore! don't ask me how i overcame my phobia . i don't know y but one fine day, i just wanted to sayang it. so there i went. n after that, i didn't mind it sitting beside me (for instance, yesterday in the car), didn't mind touching him, n i realised little waggie is so cutee!! *grins*

hehehe! i'll blog more when i have the time..

some points for me to remember:
1. darling's bday
2. a trip to the zoo w gx (25mar)
3. the details =)

so many things to blog about!!

2007-02-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

i've got so much to blog about! haha! so happy. so many things have pleasantly happened recently. i'm so happY!

i shall blog more the next time.. things i'll cover:
1. valentine's day
2. my birthday
3. mysterious topic

haha! i love keeping things in suspense, don't i? i just love it. can't help it. *BIG grin*

cny prep is fun!!

2007-02-11T10:54:00.000+08:00

many things happened recently. one of which is switching job. i'll reveal more since everything is settled. wed will be my last day at work, n i'll be starting on my new job on the 21st. right after chinese new year. hopefully, i didn't make the wrong choice. pple have been encouraging and remarks bout my new job were good n this makes me optimistic. i certainly hope that this would be a promising one. haha. who wouldn't.

i forgot one update the other time n i only remembered after clicking the ''publish' button. haha! went to weitian's house last sunday. play mahjong lo!! haha. what else to do when 4 pple are together. n i got bullied by them. hahaha. really. i thought it would be a normal mahjong game. the most basic one lo. haha. but it turned out to be otherwise. our good friend, ql suggested some ''advanced level'' one. being an amateur, i took great pains to memorise the ways to ''hu''. but weitian's mum was so nice.. not only did she help me, she asked them why i had to play such a difficult game when im only a beginner. hahaha! anyway, we played n finally, i still lost the game. no beginner luck leh. haha. oh. did i mention that we ate many many packets of cuttlefish while playing. shiok eh! but poor weitian couldn't eat cos she was sick. =(

is it true that the more u try to avoid a person, there will be more chances of meeting that person? hmm..

oh well, for now, i've got nothing much to do at work. maybe cos i'll be leaving soon, that pple don't give me work anymore? haha.

im still quite excited bout this coming chinese new year!! i want to make it enjoyable! muaahaha! i want to enjoy what i didn't get to do the past 2 years. i contributed quite a bit this cny preparation period. hahaha. i went to my aunt's place to make pineapple tarts. n i did my part by using the mould to shape the tarts, n putting it on the trays. then, i took a break by playing with my little cousin, gx. he's a real smart guy. bright in fact!! then i continued, but this time, i had a bigger role to play. i glazed the tarts with egg. hahahaa! big contribution eh? n my aunt helped by shaping the pineapple n putting it nicely on the tart. after shaping with mould, glazing with egg n putting the pineapple in place, TADA! nice little tarts are created! so yummy. i love pineapple tarts. but i prefer the pastry to the pineapple. hahaha!

alrite, i've got quite a bit of errands to run this week, medical check-up, collecting my lappie n helping more with the prep of cny goodies. hmm. despite having to run around alot, im enjoying myself in the busi-ness of life.

no-work day!

2007-02-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

it's monday today, but it's not a very blue monday cos i did not go for work. took leave. went for macdonald's breakfast in the morn with wf at the new macs cafe at the park. happy! cos he went to collect my registered letter for me at the post office. so good. =) then, i accompanied him to boon lay where i thought i could walk around while waiting for mq's reply. but i found it too boring, so i headed straight to town. went to wendy's then to marina sq to meet mq. while waiting for her, i shopped around myself n i got myself the belt i'd been thinking for 2 weeks. hehe. got it at 90bucks with 10cts change. hmm. n finally got myself a red shirt for cny. finally, my cny's shopping is nearly done.

then we went to shihlin for lunch. i love the mee sua. haha.. big big oysters.. yum yum. i had 3 big oysters in my mee sua today. after lunch, we hung around in marina sq n suntec where mq bought alot. quite alot. oh oh.. we also got shirley's present at marina sq. to be revealed after this wkend. lol. haha. suspense.

yup yup. so all in all. today is a happy day!

oh. i'll be going down to sign my contract on wed. hmm. more to be revealed when everything's finalised. =) haha.

don't i love keeping pple in suspense? haha

on another note, wf n i got ourselves roller blades on 31st jan (claimed to be the last day for the 1 for 1 promotion). paid 522 for 2 pairs. hmm. oh.. n his blades were apparently better cos it's the 90mm dia wheels. wow. haha. aesthetic appeal is definitely more important to me. lalala. but we're both happy with our blades. BUT, till now, we haven't used our blades!! can't wait!

i can't wait to go blading in my newly bought blades!!

the key

2007-02-01T10:24:00.000+08:00

ask me what i want.

i want a key.

the key to happiness. =)

welcome qianling~!! goodbye shirley..

2007-01-16T15:32:00.000+08:00

shirley's leaving again.. this is her 6th year. sad. partings are always so sad. on a lighter note, she'll be back in a year! for good.. for good is it?

i can't believe it. a flight delayed for 12 hours?? the thought of it already scares me. ql's flight was delayed for 12 hours!! 12!! omg. i think i'll just faint on the spot so that time will pass faster. hahaha. a 10am departure flight was hence delayed till 10pm..

the four of us went out yesterday, cos the 5th one was still on the flight.. we just couldn't reach a mutual agreement. after much contemplation on the menu for dinner, we decided on swenson's. haha. shirley n weitian ordered chicken baked rice, joanna ordered fish baked rice n i wanted salmon n mushroom baked rice. we all enjoyed our food totally, cos all were starving. lol. anyway, we had topless 5 for dessert. weitian suggested that cos it was more 'worth' than earthquake. topless 5, as the name depicts, consists of 5 flavours of ice-cream without any toppings for $7.20, while earthquake has also 5 or is it 4 scoops of ice-cream with toppings n a few cubes of dry ice for approx $15 (around there)..

we had a good talk or shall i say laughing session. as usual, shirley's laughter was so loud the whole swenson's was filled with her laughter.. haha! shirley bought some crispy cream donuts. yum. 4 different flavours for 4 of us. =)

anyway, wf drove us back after that, n i slept at 12am. 2nd nite consecutively. so i hereby declare that i'm VERY TIRED. *yawns* im going to sleep at 8pm today to make up all the loss of sleep for the past 2 days. alritey, i'm now waiting to knock off, go home n watch yan1 zhi1 shui2 fen3!!

an afternoon with baby hongren..

2007-01-15T13:26:00.000+08:00

it was nearly 1pm when i woke up yesterday. after some time, i was still lying on the bed in the comfort of my covers when my mum brought hongren into the room. muahaha! i was pleasantly surprised.. so i decided to really wake up.. 'sayang-ed' the baby then went to wash up.. he's so cute! he entertained himself by playing my bro's toy car and some building stuff. then i left him for a while, cos i needed to prepare.. so i was in the room. then he walked (the baby's walk) and stopped outside my room n tilted his head a little so he could see me n he laughed. omg. cute! the 2nd time he did that.. but he went in.. meddled a little while there, n i carried him out.. back to his toys.

so i called wf to see if he could drive us out.. n we decided on raffles city, cos my bro wanted so much to see hongren and he was at nlb. so yup. he ran around in robinsons and marks n spencer... a baby so full of energy, leaving us begging for help. wf did most of the catching, while i stood n watched. haha. the 3 of us tried so hard to keep him entertained in the toys section.. our 'rest' time.. but it was really fun having the baby around.. n he was in a super good mood. no mood swings, no crying.. ahha.. was just laughing all the way, enjoying himself..

so yup, one enjoyable afternoon gone with the baby. then we parted cos mum n bro went with weigu to yet-con while wf n i joined mq, fiona n hean at the makeshift chinatown eating place. ordered stingray, squid, mussels, veg... shared some desserts, n we went tcc at nafa. then it was time to go back.. went to bed ard 12 last nite.. n i'm feeling very sleepy.. *yawns*

anyway, looking forward to the next weekend! 4 more days to go!!

the amazing race

2007-01-07T14:41:00.000+08:00

on the chair lift..

ready to go!

with tourists.

images of singapore...

before heading to sentosa for the 2nd part of the game..

2007-01-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

pictures!

a brand new year, a brand new beginning..

2007-01-05T09:34:00.000+08:00

welcome 2007!! before i start making my resolutions, here are some events that happened during the last few days of 2006.

christmas, 22-27th dec 2006
arrived in ipoh on 23 n departed for penang on 24th.
counted down to xmas in penang.
overall, i had an enjoyable trip. those 5 days were loved by me thoroughly. i love asia. i can spend so much more freely than in The UK. not like i don't spend there, i admit. =P
but we definitely spent ALOT. haha. splurging quite a bit. =P we were even stuck in jusco, a shopping mall, cos we didn't have enough money and there weren't ATMs there! can anyone imagine a shopping mall without ATM? that was something we couldn't figure out. hehe. too much to say bout this trip.

after the trip was back to work. sucks. the feeling of having to work after playing for days was torturing. hahaha. lazy me. anyway, the 4 days holidays was fun! 30 till 2nd jan. on the 30th, went to get stuff for the next day. went concourse to get the sparklers and the apparently not working confetti thing. whee! fun! new year eve was spent in meiqian's house. this kind girl agreed to 'open her house' for celebration. =) bought the stuff for steamboat in the morn, oh n my dear mum helped us buy meat n made almond jelly (tho we didn't get to eat that). we stayed up till like 2 am the nite b4? all in all, i was tired.. haha. after the scrumptious steamboat, which i totally enjoyed, we went changi point to play sparklers. received 2007 there! then, we played games accompanied with alcohol. went to a dessert stall opposite great world city for supper. then everyone went home. and so, another fun day was over.

went suntec on mon, cos meiqian wanted to get ipod nano. rich girl. then, we went nydc for a yummy baked rice. i had 3 amigo or something like that. not bad.. it was good. but too bad, my gastric failed me. so sad. so pain. went great world to catch a movie. night at the museum. it was apparently a funny show, comedy ma. hmm. everyone laughed. but i didn't laugh much, cos i was in pain. haha. oh well, poor me. before the movie started, wf went to take a look at country manna, where my bro worked. he was there. so he kind of waited till the end of movie, so he could join me to go back home.

went somewhere near fiona's house for porridge. yum yum! it was good! then, we headed home. another fun day was over. i can't really remember where we went on saturday night, due to my short term memory. hmm.

as for tue.. hmm. oh! i went to orchard with wf, where i saw GG<5>

4 days ended like that. OH! back to my topic. resolutions. haha

1. find a better paying job

2. settling down with my working life (mentally)

3. be a better daughter, sister and gf (to wf n my girlfrens!)

4. STRIVE to be a better person!! STRIVE!

P.S. i know i've got tons of photos to upload. wedding at pan pacific, xmas, new year etc. but somehow, whenever i get home, i become a couch potato. hmm. i'll try to load photos SOON! till then!

DID YOU KNOW??

2006-12-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

did you know what day today is? today is friday, my pay day, my trip (with wf) day = HAPPY day!! it's also the eating tang yuan day. besides all the 'days' it's the world orgasm day!! REALLY! check out these sites:
www.globalorgasm.org/
www.worldorgasmday.org/
and to what i've read from the websites, it's an official holiday not only in Brazil but many other countries. singapore's not included, obviously. omg. but what a day. can you imagine having to answer your kids when they ask you,"mummy, what day is today? why is it a public holiday?" lol. *dumbfounded* i think you can say, "it's daddy n mummy's happy day." when they grow older, you can say, "it's a day where daddy and mummy can enjoy." HAHA! not funny. ok.. enough of crapping. so today, i learnt that there is such a day! and if you happen to read this post, you now know that there is such a day too! i got to know about this cos my colleague, Ade line emailed me to tell that. she heard it over the radio. so i kind of did a search, and to my surprise, there is really such a day! ok now you all know. but i guess we'll forget this day next year. lol

on another note, i've got lots of photos to load! but no time and too lazy to do it. i'll do it after my trip k? oh by the way, i'm going to ipoh n penang today! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT IT WON'T FLOOD OR RAIN! if not, it's going to be a disastrous trip. *don't dare to think* i don't want to end up swimming around in penang. lol. nonetheless, i'm looking forward to this trip! but im kind of lazy to pack n im feeling so tired. *snores*

i got a surprise yesterday! well, not the big big kind. but the small small kind. i received a virtual christmas greeting from wf. haha. so happy. i grinned from ear to ear. :) im the happiest girl on earth~!! *hops around*

ok! i'll post more photos when im back! till then!

food (2nd episode)

2006-12-18T11:02:00.000+08:00

i had thai express for dinner yesterday n curry rice (u know the scissors one?) at vivo for lunch/dinner on saturday. oh. food aside, my saturday was spent in sentosa! fun fun fun!

thanks to meiqian, vincent n clement, the 3 organisers for the one and only amazing race, vivocity-sentosa game. it started at vivo with 4 stations to clear before heading to sentosa which had 6 stations. so.. most of the time was spent in sentosa! i love the luge ride! so fun! my 2nd time playing it. but i've only played it once both times i went. i want to go on the unlimited ride the next time!! preferably going on a weekday. the weekend crowd was horrible. crowd + queues + time wasted = no fun. so weekday is a good choice! provided it doesn't rain. the weather on saturday was good, no rain. i perspired so much! but good la.. haven't been exercising since june. haha. lazy. i really had a good time! it's been such a long time since we played games, with a big group.

after sentosa, oh, by the way, our team won! ha! went to fiona's place for a shower then met at brewerkz for a drink, erm, well, drinks. we ordered a tower n a jug. haha! 7 of us altogether. (hean, fiona, mq, shirley, richard, wf n me) as told by the waiter, a tower serves 9-10, a jug serves 3. yup. wanted to order tequila, fortunately, we didn't. cos most of us already went back light-headed. the happy drinking session.

sunday afternoon was spent in wf's place. he brought his waggie in his car when he came to pick me up. since waggie sat in front, i sat at the back. :) was raining heavily. then, i ate mcwings. yum see, food again. ha. n off to mustafa to exchange for msia ringgits. next was meeting mq n headed for paragon for the thai express. walked abit n home sweet home.

why does time pass so fast during the weekends?? i went to the toilet twice since morning. omg. stomachache. wf said he went twice too! hmm. i think it's the spicy food we had at thai express. lol. ok. i'll be going for lunch in 12 mins time. time now is 1138. ta!

i love eating yummy food..

2006-12-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

i've been satisfying my cravings recently. i thought how nice it would be if i could eat o-ah-mee-sua. n then the next day, i ate it. then, i craved for sushi, sashimi.. then i ate it on sunday! haha! then i craved for korean food n i ate it on mon. i even ate thai food, one i've always liked too. ate that yesterday. *grins* *BIG SMILE* nothing can be more satisfying than eating. indulging in the different taste in food. what can be better? i even ate the glutinous rice with coconut n mango yesterday. haha! i can't be happier. :) while i'm still on the topic of yesterday's yummy n filling dinner, it's so funny just by thinking how sotong sum1 was. he's none other than my bf. duh. the passing angbao incident. rem now? i very much think so. leaving me so desperate. :P

being able to eat everything i want makes me feel soo happy n contented. haha! the wonders of food.

oh ya. i ate popiahs, ji dan gao (i'm not scolding anyone) on sunday at my aunt's. the last popiah i ate was definitely an experience! i tot like the previous few popiahs were so nice with the garlic so i decided to put more! cos nice ma! but omg.. disaster! it was soo hot! its like a stinging sensation on my tongue n my mouth! 3 bites n dats it. i didn't want to try further, n so i gave him to try. hee. my dustbin.

i shall blog all about food this month! set! stay tuned. :)

it's the festive month!

2006-12-10T10:51:00.000+08:00

d e c e m b e r ! ! the last month of the year. somehow, december sounds so good. cos it's the holiday month!! firstly, it's the merry merry christmas, then it's the countdown.. sounds good right? haha. it's already 10th dec, so i have every right to feel happy n excited.. lol. anyway, here are some updates. not in chronological order tho.

actually, all i can recall was yest. went to open bank acc. then, shop, shop, shop. oh. went to vivocity again, n it's still veri veri packed! oh! met joanna. haha! deliberating what to eat for dinner. the queues for the eateries were so long! i just chose the restaurant with the shortest queue. :)

DO YOU KNOW?? i found out yesterday that vivo is connected to the cruise centre! ha! it's like walking from a nice and new shopping mall to an old shopping mall. weird huh? ha.

then, i went to The Cathay for a movie. deja vu. i don't get the last part tho. pple who watched, can you please tell me who is the guy who got stuck in the car?? and why are there like 2 doug carlin? i met guoqiang n my cousin! heh. kept meeting pple yesterday. :)

yay! 15 more days to christmas! frosty the snowman.......... jingle bells......... last christmas i gave u my heart......... i could hear all the christmas carols everywhere now. so nice! the nicely litted decorations along the streets of orchard road. christmas is really so fun in singapore! savouring the good times..

on another note, i realised that im a spender!! as hard as i tried to save, i still save, but it's less than what i targeted. so sad. so i think i'm more of a spender than a saver. lol. i'll try harder next month! sometimes it's just so hard when you see things you really like.. that struggle.. urgh! i bought a pair of heels n a skirt over the weekend. i think it's enuff for now. haha. oh.. i meant enuff for the weekends. :)

i think i'd better wake my bro up.. going to my aunt's for popiah! yum yum.. :P

getting used to working...

2006-11-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

it's been 3 wks of work! ha! i find that this job keeps me going. i don't have to drag myself to work everyday. good sign. n i got my 1st pay on fri! well, but it's pro-rated. waiting for the next month's pay. ha.. 1 month away. n i've got some tasks to finish by mon. i like being bz cos it kills time. =)

anyway, i met jean today!! like finally.. haha! but the baby wasn't in too good a mood today. quite sad. babies r so adorable!! really.

not much to blog about. but all i can conclude. im beginning to like work. good!

the nothing-much-to-say times..

2006-11-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

bored. i feel like typing just the word n post. ha! but i think i'm still not THAT bored. i'm not really bored. it's just that i don't have much to say. oh! actually i have!!

attention to all sc girls ar.. very hard to get leh. grr! i'm so sad. i just realised that it's so difficult to get just 10 pple. 10 only!! don't know what to say. shirley, if u're reading this, i have to really apologise to you. i'll try to get more pple on my part, but if all else fails, i really feel bad. cos u're the 1st to say that u wanted to go!! but if we can't get 10 pple, we can't go! how?? things are actually quite simple. but it's the pple (us), that makes it complicated.

on the other note, i'm really very glad when i feel the effort being put in by my poly mates. ha! meiqian, vincent n clem are planning this thing.. n since they're having exams now, richard actually advertised their programme for them!! i was so pleased. he told me that he mass mailed, put ad on his multiply but has no reply. so he thinks that it was not done well enough and so, he decided to make it more colourful! haha.. pple who received his/my email... it's his EFFORT k!! appreciate it. i think it's the thought that counts. he's really thoughtful. so, the 3 organisers, go ahead n do it!! we'll try to get more pple! hmm.. should we give out pamphlets too? haha. kidding.

meiqian>> exams stress fun! think of how 'free' it feels after ur papers! jia you!!

priscilla>> xiao long baos r waiting for us to eat them! how many 'longs' should we eat? slurps. im hungry.

jean>> ilu! 4 more... im counting. u're the best la! i'm waiting for the mitangandjeangirl day!!

first day of 1st job (contract tho)

2006-11-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

it was boring. n i was told i have more of these days to go. some say 1st week is boring, one said, his 1st 1 n a half months was boring. omg! anyway, i was sick on this very 1st day, of all days. well, i went HR, den had a short orientation.. bout the job benefits n all.. den was brought around. it was like a maze.. confusing offices with many similar partitions.. plus the fact that i'm quite bad in my sense of direction. oh wells. but at the very least, i know where the pantry, n ladies are. haha! aren't those the most important places? oh ya. regarding the pantry. wow. man was i surprised. well, it wasn't very grand to say, but there were 2 coffee making machines, with cafe espresso, cafe mocha, n no. 4 was milo. ha. ya.. u get the idea. ok. not THAT good yet. then my eyes caught the drawers full of instant packs! one drawer, chrysanthemum tea, another, lipton tea. haha. im happy.

guess another good and bad thing bout this job for now, is the working hours. the bad thing is that i end late. i'll usually be happy at 330pm cos i know i only have about 1 hr left, but NOW, i end at nearly 6. sigh! however, the good thing is, i get to wake up late! an hr later. it makes ALOT of difference. ha. but still tired la.

i was asked read their SOPs and WIs and to familiarise myself with their system, G drive.. n all the documents in it. calculations n all. then, i was given an engineering line drawing, to familiarise myself with the symbols. there r easily a thousand of them! im not kidding. i wish i had a 100GB storage in my brain. but i guess it's neverending. it's true! our brains r genius! pure geniuses! ok, den i had my email account set up. cool.

finally, after a much awaited 9hrs of work, (actually it's less than that, given the fact that i had orientation n stuff which took up nearly half a day.. now im wondering how i'm going to spend the whole of tmr!) i knocked off quite punctually.

then i met dear. he's so nice to have met me after my work, n it's monday today u know! haha. went for dinner n shop ard tho i still can't find clothes that im satisfied with. sigh. anyway, he accompanied me all the way near my house. so sweet huh? =P a short evening tog, but i really appreciate his efforts. really. it's like a nerd giving u a few hours of his studying time. n doesn't show the least bit of discontentment. now u know why im very appreciative right? heh.

anyway, despite the boring day i had, im still quite happy la. heh.

i shall blog on meiqian's bday soon! tell then!

some logical updates..

2006-10-23T11:42:00.000+08:00

oh well, life still has to go on huh? anyway, went for movies on sat nite with my poly frens. 8 of us altog, watched The Prestige. is magic truly magic? or does it involve sacrifices? please watch. ha. but i think the recent movies are pretty interesting. World Trade Centre and The Guardian. i think i liked The Guardian better. from training the young ones to seeing them in action, and sacrifice. id better not say too much, save it for those who wants to watch. anyway, i loved it.
i'm going to visit the dentist later. i don't know why but i'm quite afraid this time. maybe i know i'll have the aching feeling. BUT it better not! i will punch the dentist! i hate the aching feeling. URGH!

went to my aunt's place yest. ate so much. the curry was nice, not spicy, my fav duck wings never fail to tempt me. n durian cake~! ya. please envy me. haha. anyway, it was fun playing with my cousins. kids r just the most adorable pple on earth! heh.

alritey! guess i'll blog more bout my dental experience, if it's one.

the not-so-smooth-sailing times

2006-10-19T09:29:00.000+08:00

what's this new security thing all about? someone update me leh. ha.

oh man! i really really hate the times when i can't even talk sense to myself. when i can't even console myself. i need someone to talk to me. talk sense into me. sigh. some pple think that i can talk myself through.. that it's just some 'reflection' times. it's not. i know it myself.

why is it that it just takes some pple to say one sentence n just once, n pple LISTEN. they know. they do something about it. but it does not apply to myself? maybe i'm really not good in talking. i can't seem to get words through. perhaps i'm not expressive when it comes to talking. is it something within my control? i think otherwise. perhaps it's just that i'm really not understanding enough. i don't know. silence is not always golden. n it's not the key to build any strong relationships. honesty, being frank, n always being 'crystal clear' is the key. when one's down, the other party comes along, n help the other one up. shouldn' that be the right way?

sometimes, after you've realised that you've said too many times of something. it doesn't only becomes nagging to that person. but it's also a nag to yourself. what's worse is that it's not only a nag to yourself, you start to question. doubts. why can't i be an effective talker? i become desperately, anxiously doubtful of myself, of my capability in talking. i've always thought that just by being frank is really important. but some may not see things the same way as i do. i no longer get pissed with all these. i feel lousy. i feel that i've lost. i feel that i'm the one not good enough. but i really really think that it takes two hands to clap. that's a fact, isn't it?

since i can't be expressive in talking, i guess the only thing i can do is to pen down my thoughts. since i can't let it out by talking, isn't this the better alternative?
how many times do i have to lose b4 i start having the right one? i want this to be the LAST.

when everything seems to fail, to fail me, i take it as a challenge.
mental strain is such torture.

some thoughts

2006-10-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

has it ever occurred to you that you're very selfish?? it has. i'm feeling this way now. it's terrible. were you once angry.. not at anyone else but yourself? my answer is yes. i feel so digusted of myself. why can't i be a better person? sigh. i'll try. or rather, i'm trying.
but then again, sometimes it's really hard to guess what someone else is thinking. i wonder why pple can't be frank with their other half. is that something so tough? you might have tried your very best to make that sum1 feel good. but, one may fall when he/she still build a wall in between. this definitely doesn't feel good. sigh! but just continue trying! you nv noe when you'll succeed.
sometimes, i just wish that he noes how i feel. when i feel good, n when i feel really bad. sigh. but guess no one's perfect, ya?

i think i desperately need to 'revamp' myself. not physically, but mentally.

anyway, i'm very happy with this new blogskin. my archives r back, comments back. but my tagboard can't be put in!! damn.

missing things..

2006-10-11T08:20:00.000+08:00

omg!! if anyone ever realised that something's missing from my blog, it's my archives?? where has it gone? what great things have i done again? omg.. *wails* n my comments.. someone, help!

anyway, i had an important interview yest (keeping fingers crossed). hopefully, everything will fall back in place.

so much has happened since last week. feels as though 1 month has passed or something. oh.. i bought a new cam! love this cam so much, compared to the previous cams i had. lol. bought it during the comex fair. when was that? ok.. i realised that i changed topics really fast. guess i've got too many things to blog. so i'm just being random.

ok. the biggest change so far is that i cut my hair!! on sat. i say it's CUT n not trim, cos a lot of hair is gone. i had unhealthy ends, so chop chop! heh. wf said that i had the look of my poly days. hmm.

ok, i should be doing work now. shall blog more soon! eh.. sum1 help me regarding my archives thinggie k? thanks. =)

transitions in life

2006-09-30T14:20:00.000+08:00

i've got loads to blog on! the day i went for the interview at PEC was also the day i had a gathering with my poly mates. back to poly, it was a fun nite. the company of one another to playing games. life is just good! lol.

i've been granted interviews by a few more companies now. wish me luck! i miss being a student. sigh. the transition from being a student to a working adult can be good. well, i see it as a turning point... to earning big bucks! it's been more than 3 months since i'm back n im still looking for a job. but i see that life is getting on better than the first month when i came back. from having to cope with so many things, n thought that things weren't the same anymore to working things through, i'm feeling much relieved and at ease now.

my bro bought me an olympic addidas shirt from china, emphasizing that it's genuine. lol. i like it. it's white with pink stripes. simple and sweet. thanks bro! he bought me a wooden comb with floral embroidery along with a mirror. it's nice. i like the mirror. obviously.

aniway, i just came back from sentosa! i totally enjoyed it. loved it! the simple happiness is exactly what i've been yearning for. hahaha! im so happy! had sushi buffet for yesterday's lunch. good good! happily filled my starving stomach. i always appreciate the food when i'm especially hungry. of cos, it's the company that all matters. heh. you know who. he's always so nice to me.. i know. i know.

i'll post more photos soon!! till then!

im glad for knowing all the pple i know..

2006-09-23T14:42:00.000+08:00

besides the 2 humongous pimples i've got on my forehead that have been staying for some time, i'm glad for everything around me now.

just yesterday, i had a fun n fulfilling day. i was down for an interview in the afternoon, n pris accompanied me all the way to shipyard road! as the name already tells, it's somewhere really really far in the west (i tink, if i've not gotten my directions wrong). she could have stayed home, enjoying her day by just being a couch potato. but no. she chose to go out with me, even tho i had an interview in such an 'ulu' place. our hair got so messy just by waiting for the only pathetic bus to come n wat's worse, when we took our seats on the upper deck, the seats were so dirty n dusty. omg. yucks. we then shopped abit at jurong point. i'm really thankful for having such frens who are part of my life.

with reference to pris's recent post on her blog, i have something to add on. yup. we've known each other since primary 1. haha! a long time ago. from being together in the same class, to separating and finally back to frens in sec school. well, actually weitian too! ha. there are frens who enter your life, n just make a difference to it. frens are such wonders, aren't they? especially those who just doesn't seem to be able to get out of your life. they're such important pple.

life is just so amazing. going through ups and downs so that we appreciate the better times better. i don't deny that the 'downs' are hard to get through, however, it's cos of those bad times that i really appreciate the better times. n i think that my life is going on the upriding escalator now. im enjoying it. i'm loving it.

in a daze..

2006-09-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

it's really tiring working. especially when u hv to get up real early. i go to work feeling tired and knock off feeling so giddy. it's like the world's spinning. guess i jus have to get used to it.
oh great! im gonna have another frens' outing next fri. clement, vincent n meiqian planned it. yay!

i wanna take leave! but it's too expensive to take. cos i'll lose money. sigh. sigh.

ok! finally, i've got the inspiration to get to an important matter! ta!

nothing to blog about..

2006-09-09T12:19:00.000+08:00

oh man. i'm bored n so i blog. there's too much to say that i don't know where to start from. i started 1 week of work somewhere i quite enjoy. im feeling soo tired. but i kind of enjoy my job. ha. now i understand y pple say that student life is better than working life. well, my point is i miss being a student! well, you see, there's aim n deadlines n all when u're studying but not when your'e working. life is so mundane.

there's a time for pple to think n be confused. i did not know what i wanted. my career n in the future. i had advices from many n choices from different careers. i won't say that i know what i want now or that i still don't know what i want. i want to be sure of what i want now. geddit? ha. i know i always blabber. but that's the way i think.

alrite. i know that time is the factor. n so i need to bring out the patience in me. till the next post!

post-ndp blog

2006-08-13T14:28:00.000+08:00

hi to all! haha. finally, i revived my dying blog. ha! it's been so fun being back in sg. now u noe. aniway, i'll post up photos of my cameron-kl trip photos soon although this event was b4 the ndp. lol. lazy. can't be bothered.

aniway, back to my topic. ndp was such fun! tho we watched the preview, i guess it's alrdy good! really enjoyed ourselves. from squeezing in the crowd, getting our gardenia bread, getting our funpacks to getting ourselves seated in the stadium. it's then time to find out wat's inside the myster bag! there was the fan (realli useful), the nicely litted singapore flag's cap, tattoos, food, water n so on. but i liked the fan n cap the most! oh.. n there's the torchlight which takes the shape of a mobile phone. yay! we're all ready for the show! with the hosts bringing the audiences' mood to the highest, everyone is soo ready for the show! scream! everyone scream! n the kallang wave never fails to bring a smile on everyone's faces. the involvement during the ndp, singing the singapore national day songs. wow! i feel dat i realli belong to singapore. it's realli a place i call my home.

being overseas for 2 yrs made me appreciate singapore more. oh well, wat can i sae. i love singapore!

i guess dat's all for now. i'll be back soon!

2006-08-13T14:27:00.000+08:00

showing off my tattoo-ed flag again! hey.. it's well tattooed k.. after the 2nd attempt, that is. heee

2006-08-13T14:26:00.000+08:00

it's getting dark, but we're still enjoying ourselves. i like the idea of lighting up the flag on the cap when it's dark.

2006-08-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

now, we're in the NDP mood! teeheehee.

2006-08-13T14:22:00.000+08:00

showing off the tattoo-ed flags.. we now have 4 flags!

2006-08-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

wearing the singapore cap.

trip booked..

2006-06-29T01:28:00.000+08:00

after the searches for the past 2/3 days, finalli settled down with our trip. =) paid n everything todae. yay! im so looking forward to the trip. oh well, i guess this is my 1st blog entry since i came back. lol. bz going out n stuff. i guess i'm starting to settle down in this country n home i belong to. getting used to everything i had n all.. it's not realli ez, esp the weather. makes me grumpy n cranky. can't stand. too hot! well, i guess humidity is the main factor.

my eczema is acting up again. sigh. the 1st day i arrived in singapore was exciting! i was so excited as the time left to reach singapore was nearing while my bro was getting more n more moody. ha! my bro was there to tour, while i had been there for so long. c the difference now? aniway, wf called just when i was taking my hand luggage frm the compartment. den i got down the plane.. breathing in the singapore's air again! woo! so exciting! waited for my 3 luggages..(muahaha!) n i had 1 missing luggage. sigh. so i had to make a report at the lost n found. thankfully, this mishap happened in singapore. else i wud cry. onli then i realised dat i love singapore the most! excellent service along with efficiency. aniway, an airport staff told me dat she'll call me when they found the luggage. n wow! at 9+, jus 3hrs+ after i touched down. i received the call. they say that they'll send the luggage over to my place between 10-1pm. c! now u noe wat i mean by the excellent service n efficiency. singapore airlines. proven n tested. that's y sometimes i feel that it's worth it to pay for things like that. heh.

aniway, when i got on the plane in manchester, hahaha, i was being upgraded to business class! wow! i was elated! BUT, i gave my mum the chance to take it. c! im such a nice dotter. 14 hrs passed by quickly, of course, in dat comfy space bed along with good service. u're practically being waited on. im starting to support SQ more n more. lol.

alrite! i tink i shall stop for now. im realli tired. can't keep my eyes open. n oops! im supposed to go to bed at 1:20am. heh! =P

2006-06-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

paris + london

tada! im back in leeds from trips!

2006-06-20T07:18:00.000+08:00

hi frens n everyone! i'm back from my paris n london trip 2 nites back. came back frm manchester todae. packing tmr, n york on wed. more packing on thu, n then it's time to sae goodbye to leeds! boy m i happy!
too lazy to post up pics for now. lol. but i'll do it soon! till then!

another day of waiting..

2006-05-30T07:21:00.000+08:00

i can't wait for my mum n bro to come over! sigh. it's just another day of waiting.. i've been doing nuthing everyday. going to market n supermart to stock up goods.. doing the laundry, vacuuming my room, watching shows etc. i've become a part-time housewife. eww. so slacking oso takes effort. sigh. in short, i've just been bumming around. ok..

my plan for the week: to start the unawaited packing! throwing, packing, squashing. ok. hopefully la huh.

i intend to throw away alot of clothes; shorts, t-shirts, some jackets, winter wear n track suits. back packs, bedsheets, pillow.. ya.. u geddit.. it's such a pity that i can't hold a 'to-clear-all sale', selling at the lowest prices possible! haha.

i realise i hv some problems. clothes problems. ha. hmm. for example, u jus shop n shop, buy n buy, then realise you do not really like the clothes u bought? i have. *hehehe* but i must admit that there r times where i really adore the clothes i bought. i saw this tube dress last week, n i'm still thinking about it! yes. till now. omg. shud i buy? who says size doesn't matter?? the thing bout buying clothes here is that the bustline part is alwaes so loose! *sobs* i hate it! haha. oh well. i guess the caucasians have their troubles too when they go to asian countries. teeheehee.

i guess guys would love shopping here. there r more choices for guys here! im serious. my singaporean guy frens love shopping here. think they're too deprived of shopping in singapore. they say that they have more to choose from here. see! guys can afford to be spoilt for choices here! ha! =) i noe my dear brudder is counting down to coming here. save more money if u wanna shop! n ahuh. u mite not have the space to accommodate ur stuff.

yay. mum's coming to cook for me! i get to eat all the delicious food again! eh eh.. envy me man. mum's asking wat i wanna eat when im here. she's making sure all ingredients r ready and available when she's here. haha! i've got the best mum in the world~! my hon's passing some crispy stuff for me to munch on too! man.. i feel so spoilt, so doted on. =P

alrite. it's gonna be days of waiting again. im feeling like a useless bum. hmm =(

the last exams in my life is over!

2006-05-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

3 cheers for me! i finished the LAST exam in my life 1 hr n 45 mins ago. actually, i don't quite feel the 'happiness' dat i shud feel. or rather dat i felt when i was younger. m i jus getting older? haha! i wanna feel the excitement n elatedness!! please come! i wanna put my feelings down cos when i look back in yrs to come, i'd rem how i felt at this time.
my graduation = sum1 starting on his uni life soon.
it's like so weird. i was hoping my exams to end, n now dat it has ended, i don't feel it. i can't believe im going back soon too. but it's still a wait. im beginning to switch my brain now. telling myself exams has ended n it's time to pack.. n i mean PACK UP! my gawd. horrible.

he's back! my hon nie is back!! in singapore..

2006-05-13T06:53:00.000+08:00

it's 11:53pm. tick tock tick tock. i hate studying. determination, persistence, perseverance all come into the picture jus for one beautiful word. exams. y don't i ever feel so happy, so looking-forward to studying? it's always obligatory.
aniway, studies aside..hehe! i have this craving for waffle with kaya. dunno y.. i can remember vividly the aroma of the freshly toasted waffle as u walk past the bakeries, with the yummy kaya spread on it. urghh.. it's such a torture missing some of my favourite foods n i noe i can't eat them now, or soon. bah! hee. these r jus the times when a glutton's appetite opens n gets the better of her.. i wan to order the food now.. order wat i wanna eat.. can?

here it is:
1. char kway teow (with loads of hums)
2. the hums with tao geh.. (the $5 one!)
3. the big mug of sugar cane
4. thai desserts (the glutinous rice wif mango n coconut)
5. roti pratas. (the roadside one, kosong or the one with durian)
6. kway chap! (wif lots of big n small intestines, hee)
7. beef noodles! (the one my hon-nie n i frequent, $5 one!)
8. dim sum! (i wan trays n trays of chicken feet)
9. mum's mango pudding n almond jelly
10. shellfish
12. sashimi
13. stingray
14. go to the big big hawker centre n be so spoilt for choices!(u noe where.. =))
15. last but not least, the keropok wif bahu n the 2 packs of crispy cuttlefish(pls stay crispy for 1 month, please? i wanna eat u crispy..), bought from far n filled with lurve! (muahaha! *blinks*)

ok! im proud of myself! well done! i've done a good job by making myself salivate. i tink im a little psychotic. hee! aniway, after being able to 'vent out' all my cravings n putting them down in words, i'm now in the mood to get back into the depths of my books again. darn. im lying.. ha. wateva. im mad. =P

pre-exams syndrome..

2006-05-11T03:26:00.000+08:00

it's my 1st blog for the month of may! ha. have been realli realli bz wif my design proj. sleepless nites, n 24hrs jus seems so little. my proj mates call me like 5am in the morn.. smses come in at the wrong times.. sigh. but aniway, cud finalli take my guts out n study for the exams. i need motivation! lots of it man.. considering it's gonna be my last exams. it can be soo dull studying consistently everyday. i fear dis coming exams. it'll mark my class. my future. my everything. i don't want to live with regrets. i hate it. sobs. dats y hard work is necessary. cheer me on! =(

come n tink of it, after exams, 2 1/2 wks of slacking, den it'll be waiting for my mum n bro to come over! whee! fun! ok. but for now, i gotta go back into the boredom of my books.

there r jus so many things i wanna do after the exams! i wanna change the backgrd of dis blog n blog more! yeah.. my after exams resolution. HAHA. exams stress. sigh

i did a meaningful task todae!

2006-04-28T08:09:00.000+08:00

yesh mam! updating.. (to meiqian) err.. guess wat i did todae?? wash my bed sheet!! haha.. the last time i washed it was when i came back in jan.. ermm.. time now 0112. tired. ha! sum1 jus called.. reached thailand lo. oh well.. 2 wks w/o a bf in singapore..hmm.. now, wat diff does it make when u're overseas n ur bf is not in singapore? hmm.. *tinks hard* ok.. back to the bed sheet thing.. ya! i washed it! n im proud of it.. actualli, i had no choice.. my legs were itching when i was sleeping last nite.. c.. dat's how bad it is.. days w/o mommy. my mom used to ask how i'm gonna survive w/o her.. now c.. i hv to adapt those days w/o mommy. but i'll soon be back to the 'mommy-dependent' life again! i'm so looking forward to it!

it's the listening to music, quiet, lonely nites again. after being here for some time, im getting used to it, n enjoying it in a way. i mus get back soon, if not i'll become a freak! eeks! don't wan!!
ok.. im sure pple by now can sense my weirdness.. tiredness is getting over me.. darn. time to sleep!

oh ya.. congrats mq!! yay! finished ur exams alrdy. can feel it.. but now it's the super bz period for me.. *sobs* hope i can get thru it fine n well. after exams, i'll wait for my mom n bro to come over n yay! good nite to myself. good morn to the other part of the world. n good evening to another part of the world. enuff crap, clarice. sleep tite. smile peeps! =)

to be understood or to be understanding?

2006-04-19T06:39:00.000+08:00

before starting on the title, my internet had been down since fri, n since it's the easter, pple got to work onli todae.. sux doesn't it? uni opens tmr! so library time. dis sux too.

ok.. now back to the topic. issit better to be understood or to be understanding? well, i tink dis is sumting much thought and talked about. r we realli appreciative of the things n pple around us? hmm.. i tink it's a virtue to be understanding but obviously, to be understood brings comfort from within. =P It's inevitable to fail to understand pple. many a time, we wud rather pple to understand, dun u agree? one analogy," y can't u understand me?" y dun we sae," im sorry, i dun understand u." wont we hv lesser quarrels dis way? im saying in the view of frens, families n everyone. but of cos, there's no deny when pple expect more frm their loved ones; family n frens. the closer u r to a person, the higher the expectations.

ta!

2006-04-12T04:54:00.001+08:00

road trip to wales for the weekends.. =)

some updates

2006-04-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

been wanting to update my blog since last wk.. but i was too tired to do so. the past week had been a bz one. got the car on friday, n we went to pick my laundry frm mel's hall, pick huiyi up at the train station, went to catch a movie at 12am (the hills have eyes), n we went ASDA to get food for our road trip! reached home onli bout 330am, boiled some eggs, den went to bed at bout 4.. n guess wat?
DAY 1
we all woke up at 450am.. prepared sandwiches n after which we set off bout 6am to WALES! dozed off in the car.. realli tired.. reached Llandudno bout 8+ i tink.. it was so cold! my gawd.. we then went into the information centre to find out cool places to visit. we wanted mountains, to travel in the countryside.. so yay! we're on our way to the beautiful mountains in northern wales..

we went to visit some museum n some mine places in the morning.. by afternoon, all the sandwiches were gone.. happily drowned in the acids of our hungry stomachs.. hehe.. driving n visiting places till we were all exhausted.. so it's the looking-for-place-to-stay time! we went to several B&B n apparently all were either full or they were left wif onli a few vacancies.. went back n forth.. n finalli after nearly 2 hrs of frantic search, we decided to settle in Menai Bank Hotel, full english breakfast included! how nice! we had KFC for dinner dat nite.. i've nv enjoyed KFC as much in my life as dat nite.. cos i was starving.. ate like some barbaric animal.. went for bowling after dat..n we headed back to our B&B. finalli. but dat wasn't the end.. ahha. we had a drink at a minibar downstairs, a new flavour, cherry brandy.. the combination is realli nice.. mus rem dis.. den went to kpo abit at ken n serene playing english chess. ok.. i still dun geddit.. it's a realli profound game.. there's the knight.. king, queen, blah blah.. ya.. i wanna learn! steven n the rest were playing pool.. n finalli, i gave in to tiredness. went back to my rm, showered (after much contemplation) i dozed off.

DAY 2
rise n shine! it's morn! my alarm rang at 7.. but i woke up at 740.. haha.. no one woke up k! i was the 1st.. surprisingly. =P it's realli tough waking up in cold countries.. y mus i torture myself pulling out the nice n warm covers i'm in n out of the bed. i dread getting up when it's cold.. haha.. lazy me. =P
aniway, ate our full english breakfast.. burps! done. we're off to visit other places.. can't rem where we went.. (due to short term memory) i tink we went to visit some factory i tink.. saw how pple in the olden days produce gears n such.. after which, we went horse-riding! yay! im so proud of myself.. i noe how to ride a horse, n i wasn't afraid of it. ( thanks mum, she made me ride a horse in aussie when i was young). but even so, i was alone wif the horse.. so i had to steer n noe how to control it. we rode around farms.. it's realli cool! like.. wow.. but but.. my hands n jeans stinked.. it smelt like the horse's poo! ewwww.. yucks.. i learnt one things bout horses.. they eat, shit n urine on the move.. shit n shit.. n when they urine.. they can drown a rat! im serious.. it's DAT much.. i nearly fell off the horse laffing at other horses.. it was soo farnie! n u noe wat? patrick's horse was like half a horse in front of me.. we were waiting to get off the horse.. n his horse farted at my face! URGHH! ok.. actualli, i din noe it was farting.. till adelynn(my fren's gf) told me.. i was still puzzled by the smoke it produced.. n it was loud k! n cos the 'wind' was so strong dat the horse's tail flew up.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. to tink i was so stupid.. urghh.. it was realli but too bad it was a wet day.. raining n all.. sigh.. bad bad...

the guys den decided to go bowling again.. that's when the girls played wif a little toddler.. omg! he's soo adorable! so chubby.. n he has rosy cheeks.. man! i washed the sleeve of my jacket.. cos it was dirty.. n my hands! but i still smell horsey.. eeeekks..
we den head to the chinatown in manchester for a buffet n den back home..

it was so tiring.. i just slept after a shower.. haha.. ok.. adios..

mon.. brought huiyi to the city centre..
tue, met wif my proj mates n gym!
wed, city centre again.. n sent huiyi off to the train station..
thur, free day..
fri n sat. work at aintree.
sunday, toking to pple at home..
mon(todae) bowling at nite..

ok, dats all folks.. =)

feeling patriotic frm miles away.. way to go singapore!

2006-03-29T04:31:00.000+08:00

jus today in the library, my proj mate was telling me bout the commonwealth games.. wow! she said singapore is ahead of kenya by just 1 gold medal. if she's not mistaken, singapore had 7 golds n kenya 6? (sum1 correct me if im wrong..) den i just saw qianling's blog.. a gust of patriotism struck me.. way to go singapore's team! *whistles* i watched the commonwealth games 2 days ago.. i tink.. it was the sprinting one.. singapore was not involved, watched the GBR's team tho. hee.. but anyway.. i'll make sure i catch a singapore's one! hey.. tho im all the way here.. i still support my own country!! feel the patriotism in me..

a few months back, there was the winter olympics.. nice man! i love the skiing n figure skating.. love the thrill in skiing n the gracefulness in skating.. i was looking out for the GBR's team.. haha.. guess it's cos of a simple reason. im here!

aniway, this is 1 simple entry to bring out 1 simple thing. i noe where i belong. singapore. =)

2006-03-25T02:24:00.000+08:00

before the party begins

2006-03-25T02:16:00.000+08:00

patrick, dan, myself n yijie.. when we jus entered the party rm...

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the girls.. see! we're all looking good n steady.. =)

2006-03-25T02:14:00.000+08:00

hahaha! wat do these guys tink they're doing? the one on the left isn't even looking at the correct direction.. omg..

2006-03-25T02:10:00.000+08:00

ken, yijie n me! it's obvious who r the 'high' ones rite?

2006-03-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

on arriving..

2006-03-25T02:08:00.001+08:00

my new pair of stained shoes.. ewww..

2006-03-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

look! evidence of how my shoes hurt me.. sobs

end of term party n last day of term!

2006-03-25T01:12:00.000+08:00

i'll blog 2 events in one entry.. lets tok about now.. i jus finished my test n it's the last day of the term b4 the 1 mth easter hols! ok.. something to be happy but at the same time to fret about. everything is due after easter~!! how scary does that sound? freaking scary!! oh well, being a procrastinator myself, it scares me to bits, obviously. =P the thought of things piling n piling irks me.. eewww
now to the end term party! was held 2 days ago.. 22mar 2006 at tiger tiger (leeds)! took some pics.. (as u can c above) well, it was not a veri pleasant nite for me.. my feet hurt like crazee n i realli mean crazee! the bone near my big toes n the heels.. (u noe that folded skin part above ur heels? girls shud noe where) so dat makes up to be 4 locations of my feet! man.. m i glad im not an octopus! (i noe octopus does not wear shoes.. duhh.. jus trying to be farnie =P)
haha! as u can c.. i braved the cold! yay! *applause* short skirt n a little short sleeved coatie!i may be petite to some but mighty to all! muahaha!
hey.. im proud to say dat i did not drink.. ok.. jus a teeny weeny bit.. a few drops of wine.. yes.. dat BIT. (ahem! c dis hon! =P) but i tink the shock of the nite came after i was done with my duty. well, cos it was organised by the leeds oriental quintuplet (BBCSoc, ChiSoc, HKSoc, MASSOC, SINGSOC), so we had to take turns selling tix n collecting money for those who bought it 'on-the-door'. it was onli 1/2 hr n probably another 20 mins for collecting money n wow! my frens got so high! for once, i was one of the sober few.. *hehehe* im proud of dat.. i wud like to defend myself on this pt.. im not alwaes drunk k! =P jitty jit jit got so drunk he din noe wat happened.. ken too.. GUYS.. tsk tks..aniway, we made profits! whoopee! so.. yeah.. i'll hopefully be able to blog more dis month! till then! =)

a super foggy day.. visibility is veri poor! =(